It’s like an addiction to her love…
I lost again, I fell in love with her again. What am I supposed to do now, not again? Why just I can’t move on from this situation and the scenarios? Why again and again I’m so much into it and why I’m unable to move from it?
Can anybody involved in us that way so we can’t do anything apart from suffering. Or else fall in love and enjoy that feeling of love. Even she is not here or talk about the love. She is just not accepting the love and not even allowing me to fall in love. She just wanted to be friends and nothing else.
No reasons have given to me, no second thought came to mind. Just one thing, why won’t I, why just we can’t be together? Everybody is arguing about it now. Don’t you have other things to do or anybody else to fall in love with? The answer is clearly ‘No’, and why would I even change my answer?
I want to live my life but not on their expectations, I want it on my will as I want to fulfill my wishes. I want to live my life with her and nobody else can take place of hers and even I won’t be giving it to anyone else! No way, there can not be anybody or another person than her. Like there is only one poetry and there will be only one.
It’s like an addiction of her love spreading in my veins. There is no exit way. Mind and heart, both are involved and just not allowed to let her go, nor the heart neither the mind! It’s her! It’s love and the madness about the love within us!
