Things I haven’t even done yet…
Aimless now and the blank thoughts will kill the main ambition which I have. Things go way beyond our control and that is the main reason. Don’t wanna cut out from my own dream of becoming someone.
The one who doesn’t give anything regarding the feelings of the other as their feelings and emotions only gonna hurt me, that is for sure. I’ve to be very sure about it and the thing is all of them always took me for granted for all of their needs.
They didn’t even think about my feelings. They only know how to empty their heart out in my mind. Those ones purposely throw up all frustrations, depressions, anger on me. They knowingly do abuse me for the things I haven’t even done yet. But they don’t know, we’re here for ourselves, not for them.
Why should I’ve to prove to them about my work, my destiny, and my very own feelings? Why I’m pretending the two personalities to be here at any cost, one for real me and the other one to carry all of those feelings and emotions and the question even raises up to, why I’m even giving them chances to do things like that to me. Maybe because I do believe that they will change sometime, now or then, but that’s not working at all.
It’s all backfiring on me only. It’s better to be aside from all of this. Because not all deserve these many chances in the first place. They only know how to use you and your time. So they can use you at their convenience and when you need them anyhow, no one will be there for you.
At least you can have that strength to overcome any of your problems without anybody and it will be a clear sign for them not to take you for granted at all from now onwards.
